Anchoria - Wake Lyrics

I'm tired of walking these same steps
The holes in my feet
Giving ground to desire since unkept
I'm unlearning
The past
I am yearning
Overslept
The memories forced me back
Throw me to the waves
Watch my body return to shore
And then get washed away
I lost myself on the astral plane
Colored waves
Colored waves
If I wake up from this mess I've made
I'll never be the same
A crack in the hourglass
Reveals the sands of time
Oh how I wish I could turn back now
And never see the whites of your eyes
All the pain that I've felt from never knowing you
Hurts just as much knowing that we were never alive
You died
So I died too
Throw me to the waves
Watch my body return to shore
And then get washed away
I lost myself on the astral plane
Colored waves
Colored waves
If I wake up from this mess I've made
I'll never be the same
And if I awake
From these amber skies
And threaded space
A sinewy strand of light to pull me back
Detached at the waist
Do I look towards grace?
And envision my self in His place?
I never asked for any of this
The season's changed
To dilate
I want to stay
Just stay here
In this place we can't escape
We find when we're trapped in flight
That broken wings won't fly so high
I had a dream last night