Ande - Fire to Ash Lyrics

I don't know where to go
Minds a mess ain't nobody home
Eyes all around but I feel so alone
Feeling stuck in my brain
What have I got to show
I don't know where to go
Minds a mess ain't nobody home

As the sun rises I open my eyes
Back to the old me
Hanging on that old dream
Can't help myself to feel what I felt before
Still holding on to that door its like
Keeping one eye open with the other one closed
Body froze in a loop not knowing where to go
Keep telling myself to keep putting on a show
Even tho there's no one in the front row

I cannot feel any motivation when I don't see any the results (results)
It's killing me slowly
Heavy head yeah feel like I'm choking, smoking
Leaving all this pain behind its time to go get up and get it
Whats always been there in the deep part of my soul its cold so I'm committed
I admit it
Gonna be tough
No walk in the park
I'm setting it straight
No bending the corners
Breaking the borders
Weight on my shoulders
Bringing me down
The sound of silence in my head its there
Compared to yours it's fairly rare
So when you come to judge me bitch
I'll be there without a care