It's just sleeplessness
I am obscene and totally depressed
Three hours AM
Big city sleeps
And sand flows through the glass
My tie is on chair, my suite is on floor
There are ashes and spots
Two hours ago I have killed myself
Now I'm having no doubts
What have I done?
What will never be done?
Am I one of the kind?
Please tell me why
Some power tonight makes me look back
To see what lies behind
Nightmares, sweet dreams, morning and night
I can't stand it no more
Now I'm chasing the sleep and loading the gun
For another day of war