Andrew Gonzales - If You Never Left Lyrics

These pills keep me awake and make it all seem okay
Your secrets don't matter anymore
I was just a little boy saying "please don't go"
Left to become a man on my own
And the distance that we faced created the empty space
And I fell face first from grace
Cause I remembered how you surrendered
And all grown up now I am left to wonder

If you never left Would I still have this Heart of stone
God only knows If I'd still push away All the good that comes my way
Would I be better off If you never left

I know sometimes I make the same mistakes that you do
But at least I make them without abandoning the truth
Just because I've had to go on without you
Doesn't mean I've had to go on alone
Yeah I have people who love me enough to
Look past the fact that I'm just like you

If you never left Would I still have this Heart of stone
God only knows If I'd still push away All the good that comes my way
Would I be better off If you never left

I've become someone who
Alone grew the strength to
Guide me through without you
And with a heaven above me
And a heart that runs free
That's all I need so who needs you

If you never left Would I still have this Heart of stone
God only knows If I'd still push away All the good that comes my way
Would I be better off If you never left