Infected Video (MV)

I'm so tired
I don't know where to start
I've lost all direction
I've lost all emotion
But every time I walk away
I find a reason to stay
And it's hurting me

I should know by now
The minute I look in your eyes
I can't escape you
I can only learn to accept you
You're on my every thought
My every word
A poison I must swallow
And it's hurting me
Yes it's hurting me

And if I could
I'd turn it all away
Find myself a home
Learn to live alone
And if I could
I'd turn it all away
Look towards a new day
Live my life again
But there's nothing I can do
I'm surrounded by you
I'm infected

I should hate you
I should despise you
I should make you run away
I should try to destroy you
But every time I look in your eyes
I'm not surprised
Cause it's hurting me
Yes it's hurting me