Protect Me from What I Want Video (MV)

Why must I search for affection to fill a void?
Maybe cause my pain's too strong to be ignored
Can't stomach the depression
Almost threw the towel in for a quick second
But I called back to you hoping you would question
All of my insecurities and all my self hate
Cause I know that you know that i'm only trying to be great
Grab a chair with the grown folks don't sit with the kids
When I make it will it be everything that I wished it is?
Find it funny almost wasn't living in the crash
But i'm still chasing a Bentley
I hope God don't resent me
Getting paid
Through broken glass
Had my eyes on that Bentley
I speak to you with my entries
Writing my memories
All this time alone had me opening old wounds
I let them go
Made me think about what would've happened if I didn't live that hit so
Just call me back
I miss your voice