Issues Video (MV)

I been losing patience with myself right now
Take me to a better place, I won't be understated
When I say that ima kill it, oh yea
Take my whole gang up there with me, aw yuh

Look so many my homies lost to the game
Somehow I made through to keep playin
So like what I'm supposed to do with that knowledge?
Ain't perfect yet but- ya know I'm on it
Speak into existence right now
Bout to turn those years of suffering through into a couple mil

Ya know I overdid it too many times
Fed ya head with all kinda lines
Swore it be different this time
Look I'm fine
Then somewhere along the line
Yeah, you probably know this story
Don't mean you understand me
Don't know the things I seen
You don't wana bleed like me

And I bet you didn't think that I was doin this well, oh yea?
You on some other shit
Ain't gona ever get along again
This the last time you get a verse
Speak my name three times and you're cursed

Can't tell you how many times I wanted it all to end
Drugs ain't working anymore
Tired of burying all my friends
You can follow me straight to the top
Price I paid yea you know it's a lot

Now I ain't saying sorry cuz
You still f*ckin with same me
What did you expect
We ain't even on the same team
I'm just tryn make my mama proud
Sometimes I just get lost up in the crowd

Then I cause all this violence
Now everybody's runnin
Not ready to die tonight
Bet you didn't think I could make you this scared
F*ck yo feelings actin like I never even cared

I can deal with darkness sometimes it's even saved me
You might not understand but I won't let you mistake me
I swear that I'm really not that bad
Just maybe don't introduce me to you moms and dad

F*ck your day job
You're never gona define me
Confine me, go ahead
You don't choose how I stay free
Don't worry bout kids they alright
They got the internet now to check your lies

Does this make me a target, oh god?
I never bought into the life
Just trying to be someone alright
So how you expect to label me?
Go ahead and try
Why we only respect the realest ones as soon as they die?