I Break Video (MV)

I have never felt such
A lack of self control
I'm dancing on the tables
I'm lying on the floor
I want to be a rock for you
There to break your fall
But I can't get off the pavement
I can't give it my all

Oh, have I read this book before
I'm reading but the words don't me me feel things anymore
Oh, how much longer will it take
Before I start to smile again or finally I break
Oh

Is it getting better?
'Cause better's good enough
Unless you want to off yourself
Get used to feeling rough
Ah let's screw with the dosage
Let's just wait and see
You'll barely feel you're human
But barely's fine with me

Oh, have I read this book before
I'm reading but the words don't me me feel things anymore
Oh, how much longer will it take
Before I start to smile again or finally I break
Oh

I have never felt so
Left out in the cold
I'm sitting at the table
I'm staring at the floor
I want to be a rock for you
Just like it used to be
But I'm losing every battle
And I'm scared you won't love me

Oh, have I read this book before
I'm reading but the words don't me me feel things anymore
Oh, how much longer will it take
Before I start to smile again or finally I break
Oh
Oh, have I read this book before
I'm reading but the words don't me me feel things anymore
Oh, how much longer will it take
Before I start to smile again or finally I break
Oh