Angel Eris - gabriel Lyrics

I'm craving attention my heart's feeling numb
I want u to want me but please don't go ghost
I don't have the patience to wait anymore
(not anymore)
I'm craving attention, affection, and love
My perspective is jaded I don't give a f*ck
I can't stay complacent I need Gabriel
(Gabriel)

No boy's bought me flowers or even held my hand
Guess I'll say good night and go
I'll think bout you down the road
(down the road)
Yeah, boy, it's true, let's talk this through
Damn, if you knew what I've been through you'd feel it too
So since we're talking about me, boy, look at me
What do you see?
Am I the key to bended knee?
A wife-to-be

I'm craving affection this shit feels so dumb
I want u to want me but then I don't know
I don't have the patience to wait anymore
(not anymore)
I'm craving attention, affection, and love
I seek validation to know I'm enough
I need exploration to find Gabriel
(Gabriel)

I'm craving your love, yeah, this shit is a curse
I'm walking on eggshells, my words are rehearsed
I give u my better you give me your worst
(All your worst)
I'm craving attention, affection, and love
My true love is fated I know this for sure
I'm waiting so patient, my heart it is yours
(Gabriel)

This shit is annoying
Why do I even care?
That's right it's all me
Every little thing it's all me
Nothing I feel is calming
Something inside is longing
(longing)
Better days, praying for some better days
Baby, can u take away a heart that you didn't break?

Baby, would you do it too
If that's what I asked of you
Could I give my all to you
Could you make my heart anew

This feeling is sinking I can't let it go
I'm craving a feeling that I've never known
I'm crying, I'm screaming, this is not for show
I think this is healing I can't say for sure
But, baby, I need you, please don't let me go
I don't want to leave now, I want Gabriel (Gabriel)

Are you paying attention or am I talking to the air?