Anisha - Wendy Lyrics

I just need a way out
Of my head
Sometimes I open my eyes
And all I see is stars
And then I'm paralyzed
It makes me crave the dark
It's pretty f*cking hard
When apparently it's lies
Well I'm just tryna rise
Oh I'm just tryna to rise
I'm trying to flow with it
I'm trying to flow with it
Even when I don't know shit
Even when I don't know shit
I'm so grateful you're here too
I'm f*cking lucky to have you
It's funny how at night
All cities feel the same
It's crazy long it's been
Since I heard your name
I mean I hear it in my head
Like everyday
But still
It's not the same
It's not the same
You're not the same
I'm not the same
I wish you changed
Still wish you changed
It feels like I'm addicted to stimulation
But feeling shit don't mean high vibration
Just cause he gives you chills
You shouldn't get naked
Just cause the music thrills
It ain't a vacation
It feels like I'm addicted to stimulation
But feeling shit don't mean high vibration
Just cause he gives you chills
You shouldn't get naked
Just cause the music thrills
It ain't a vacation
It's funny how at night
All cities feel the same
It's crazy long it's been
Since I heard your name
I mean I hear it in my head
Like everyday
But still
It's not the same
I wanna go back
I wanna go back
You know
I'd give it all back
I wish you changed
Sometimes I wanna go back
Yeah to the old ways
Yeah to the old days
You'd ask "how you feeling babe?"
I'd say I'm okay
I'd say I'm okay