Flew so close to the sun that I could almost touch it
Didn't end up among the stars, but now who knows if I even wanted it
Did I even want it?
Got so hot with the heat that I could almost breathe it
Thought I'd catch with the sweetest spark, but now who knows if I even wanted it
Did I even want it?
Maybe that's as high as I'm ever gonna get
Maybe it's time to get easy, get grounded
Maybe I was on the wrong plane the whole time
Shoulder to shoulder with the birds in the low lit sky
Got so close to your face that I could almost taste it
Memorized all your shapes and sounds, but now who knows if I even wanted it
Did I even want it?
Got so high on the thrill that I could only feel it
Dark & drinking the saddest swill, but now who knows if I even wanted it
Did I even want it?
Maybe that's as close as I'm ever gonna get
Maybe it's time to get lonely, get haunted
Maybe I was on the wrong train the whole time
Shoulder to shoulder with the pack running in the moonlight
I can see you moving in the dark
Spinning sorcery in the stars
And maybe that's as far as I'm ever gonna get
Maybe it's time to get simple, get gutted
Maybe I was in the wrong lane the whole time
Shoulder to shoulder with my grief under pastel skies