Annie Maxwell - Dear Fear, Lyrics

My life's been going the wrong way
I've been moving retrograde
And my dreams they are a jumbled mess
I feel so depraved
I've been wondering who I am
What's right and what's fair
I've wondered so many nights
I've nearly turned into my mind

Beautiful signs up in the air
Bring me to Earth so she can stroke my hair
Show me the light, tell me the way
Read the lines in my hand
Give me a blueprint for change

I won't find the answers
In the boundaries of my home
All of creation
Comes from the void of the unknown
I will listen to that voice
The stirrings of my soul
I wonder if I have a choice
Heaven only knows

I wanna get back
Into myself
I wanna feel strong
Even when I need help
'Cause I've been afraid for so long
Thinking 'bout things that don't belong
And singing old, old, old, old old songs
I've been afraid for so long
And that fear it is a lie
It either dresses me up in customs
Or it steals away my time

Beautiful signs up in the air
Bring me to Earth so she can stroke my hair
Show me the light, tell me the way
Read the lines in my hand
Give me a blueprint for change

I won't find the answers
In the boundaries of my home
All of creation
Comes from the void of the unknown
I will listen to that voice
The stirrings of my soul
I wonder if I have a choice
Heaven only knows

The worries of my future
Are born from the pain of my past
My freedom's been an illusion
And the cycle can't last
I hold onto a ledge by three fingers
Below ten toes dangling
Oo, I cling to what I know
I have so much trouble letting go

I won't find the answers
In the boundaries of my home
All of creation
Comes from the void of the unknown
I will listen to that voice
The stirrings of my soul
I wonder if I have a choice
I wonder if I have a choice
I wonder if I have a choice
Heaven only knows
Yes, heaven only knows
Heaven only knows