Annie May - The Big Light Lyrics

I feel guilty
The rain's pouring down
Clothes get filthy
Heart is shattered
I loved you
I promise it mattered
But I'm scared to admit
I'm alone
And it's fair you won't pick
Up the phone
It's just hard cause I swear
You were once my home
Please move on, we were wrong
Time to let this go

Didn't wanna say goodbye yet
I had to so I just stopped trying
I'll wish you well but I'm half lying
It's skill

Now I leave
The big light off
So I can't see
That you're gone
Changed my hair
You'd probably stare
You're barely there
We all can see it
So, now I leave
The big light off

Feel so hated
I've tried to accept it
I'm faking
I'm still waiting
The nightmares won't stop
Wake up pacing
Can't remember your face
Just in faded dreams
Pray someone takes my place
In your make believe
Dress her up in your lace
With knives up your sleeve
You'll pretend that she's safe
But you'll make her bleed

Didn't wanna say goodbye yet
I had to so I just stopped trying
I'll wish you well but I'm half lying
It's skill

Now I leave
The big light off
So I can't see
That you're gone
Changed my hair
You'd probably stare
You're barely there
We all can see it
So, now I leave
The big light off

The world goes silent
There's no words
Cause my heart's
Not so violent
My mind goes all quiet
Pressure held but
I can't find the diamond

Now I leave
The big light off
So I can't see
That you're gone
Changed my hair
You'd probably stare
You're barely there
We all can see it
So, now I leave
The big light off