anoodnya - waiting for a text (that will never come) Lyrics

Hello I miss you but I'm scared to send it
What if I'm too much now, I know we just ended
So many things I wish that I could say
Like hey do you and I still feel the same
Stay up all night just to hurt my own feelings
Sometimes I wish that I didn't do so much thinking
What would I give to have an empty head
At this rate I'll just have to wait til death
All I can do til then is fill in the gaps
Communication like this, it's no surprise we didn't last
It was rough and messy right off the bat
You did this so I did that
This time around let's be over the silly games
We're more mature now, I swear I've changed
And I'm hoping that to you I'm still someone
I'm waiting for a text from you
I know will never come
There's something up I know, a disconnect
Cause the things you do and say together don't make sense
So many things I wish that you'd just say
So I don't hold on to old fantasy
Truth is more than anything I want what we had
Do you see that again, is there still a chance
I won't hold back this time I'm not afraid
Tell me all your thoughts it's not too late
All I can do til then is fill in the gaps
Communication like this, it's no surprise we didn't last
It was rough and messy right off the bat
You did this so I did that
This time around let's be over the silly games
We're more mature now, I swear I've changed
And I'm hoping that to you I'm still someone
I'm waiting for a text from you
I know will never come