ansho - little deranged Lyrics

Squeeze your limbs up, but this ain't me
Don't gasp for some air, bitch, I will just drown you
Guess I'm deranged, like, yeah, I'm on the lookout
Understanding myself better when I write on paper
Double-checking you to make sure you don't save her
Got shackles on my wrists and feet, bite that flesh off
My mind wants new people to kill, I want your remains inside me
And I'll step off you when your heart rate fails
Fill a cup of water, pour it onto myself
Testing the waters before I burn that bridge
This is for my comfort, like I got nothing else
I'ma fog up the mirrors, I don't wanna look at myself
Didn't care enough, I'ma move apart
Every time I blink, I see a new color
Shawt kinda fine, now she's shy, yeah, she stutter
You gasp to breathe, and I really like that
Drool on me, baby, yeah, come on, come on, take that
I got f*cked up memories
Hold it down like a savory
Brother been f*ckin' your streets
I been rolling up the streams
You? You wanna talk to me, but I don't really trust you
I ain't tryna f*ck you up, baby, past my issues
Stepping down to the basement
So I can put a hole in me
Come along, let's break our health
I will step inside, beneath
Looking at myself, like, damn I'm an asshole
Squeeze your limbs up, this ain't me
Don't gasp for some air, bitch, I will just drown you
Guess I'm deranged, like, yeah, I'm on the lookout
Understanding myself better when I write on paper
Double-checking you to make sure you don't save her
Got shackles on my wrists and feet, bite that flesh off
My mind wants new people to kill, I want your remains inside me
And I'll step off you when your heart rate fails
Fill a cup of water, pour it onto myself
Testing the waters before I burn that bridge
This is for my comfort, like I got nothing else
I'ma fog up the mirrors, I don't wanna look at myself