Ant Swindle - on my own Lyrics

Now I'm left on my own
Just me and my thoughts
I need to go away
I need a change of pace
But something won't let me leave
SB's all on my feet
I need to go away
Mom, please protect me all the way
'Cause I'm in the club on my own
Drinking on Patron and doing coke
Anything to feel gone
Without you Mom I feel lost
This pain that I carry is hard to hold
My grasp on reality is broke
Now I'm doing angels in the snow
Inhaling relief straight through my nose
F*ck that I know she wear Balenci everyday
Wasn't in her bracket
But I touched her heart in ways money can't
When this over
I need time and I need space
Want you to come over
I got weed back at my place
Popping pills with some ease
SB's all on my feet
They wanna party with the team
They seeing the chains, they see the jeans
Now I got new baddie with me
And she wanna come and love on me
And she went and latched on me
Now she wont let me f*cking breathe (She don't want me)
'Cause I'm in the club on my own
Drinking on Patron and doing coke
Anything to feel gone
Without you Mom I feel lost
This pain that I carry is hard to hold
My grasp on reality is broke
Now I'm doing angels in the snow
Inhaling relief straight through my nose
Still came by to your place
You have expensive taste
Diamonds on a flooded face
This shit will make or break
Don' let it waste, don't let it waste
Let them people hate, let them people hate
'Cause you gotta face
'Cause you gotta face it
Yeah you gotta face
Yeah you gotta face it
Yeah you gotta face it
Now she chilling in her thong
She grabbed the bong
Taking pills until we gone
Shit keep going wrong
I f*cked around and wasted time 'cause I do the most
And she don't wanna stay around when it's getting cold
Only I can make her float
Yeah she know
Only I can make her float
Yeah she f*cking knows
Only I can make her float
Yeah she f*cking knows
Only I can make her float
Yeah she f*cking knows
Yeah she f*cking knows yeah
Yeah she f*cking knows
Yeah she f*cking knows yeah
Yeah she f*cking knows
Yeah she f*cking knows yeah