I'm out of focus
Drifting in and out of life
Corroding deep and despondent
No recollection of any normalcy
And trapped are my emotions for the moment
The light is blinding
In darkness I surely belong
I hide in shadows for atonement
I wish for peace or anything but I what I have
I really wish I could just go back to zero
Back into the way things were before you
Just disappeared and I hope to never feel the way I feel again
A new division
Duality you can't explain
The quick incisions used to scar me
Our game of life is filled with pieces we'd never expect
So which it crumbles try again
No room for morals
Our thoughts are all made up of fear
How did it end up destroying all I've loved
And all I've ever held dear
All I want is to just go back to zero
Back into the way things were
Before you just disappeared
And I hope to never feel the way I feel again
Back to life
Stop haunting me
Get back to zero and reality