She says I'm no good at talking
No Good at trying to stay friends
But I can't handle all the thoughts and worries
Of what she's doing, who with, and where she's been
See I've never been any good at letting go
Oh I hold on til the end
And even though its been months since I held her
I just don't have it in me to pretend
Oh and I don't know if I can get by
Without holding her
If I can let go and move on
Like she has
And I often wonder why I bother
To let myself get hurt again and again
And even now I hold on to a bit of what we had
Oh I remember the good
Even with the bad
And even if we have no real future
For what we shared and left I'm glad
And maybe I'm just dreaming
Maybe I'm a little lost inside
But I just find it way to f*cking hard
To leave all of this behind
Oh and I don't know if I can get by
Without holding her
If I can let go and move on
Like she has
And I often wonder why I bother
To let myself get hurt again and again