Anti-Hero - Calloused Lyrics

Here I stand before you stripped down to nothing
Barring all my sins as if you could forgive something
Can't believe I feel this and found this to be true
Can't believe the knife in my back came from you
Bite the hand that feeds you and you will start starving
I told you not to cross me did you think I was lying

I just can't tell if I'm dreaming
Or is that really me screaming
Can I regain a balance or am I forever calloused

You're looking at a man who is completely baffled
Listening to screams no one can seem to stifle
We cure only the symptom and never the cause
You didn't read the fine print there's a. F*ck You clause
Keep the bullshit coming it only makes me stronger
Just when you think I will quit I keep pushing on longer

I just can't tell if I'm dreaming
Or is that really me screaming
Can I regain a balance
Or am I forever calloused