Anti-Hero - Lost (On the Outside) Lyrics

Every moment of every day
All I dream about is running away
Or I try to find the quickest fix
But every time I try to hit, I miss

For far too long
I used to be so strong

I have difficulty breathing
I can't hear my heart beating
I have numbed all my insides
Cause I don't wanna be lost on the outside

I used to walk, but now I just stumble
Everything I loved seems so far gone
Is it worth it? Am I just a failure?
Waiting for my world to come crashing down?

For far too long
I used to be so strong, strong

I have difficulty breathing
I can't hear my heart beating
I have numbed all my insides
Cause I don't wanna be lost on the outside

I (have difficulty breathing)
I (can't hear my heart beating)
I (have numbed all my insides)
Cause I don't wanna be lost on the outside