Antique Gardens - Choke Lyrics

To have and to hold feels so out of reach for me
You're talkin' so loud about too many things I couldn't hear my self think
It feels like I'm starting to sink
I just wanna' be alone again
I just wanna' be alone again
I just wanna' be alone
I just wanna' be alone

But I'm no good at bein' alone
Feels like I'm dyin' inside my home
When I go outside I feel myself start to choke
I guess I should probably be alone

I want it so bad I'll copy cat all the good things
Then I won't feel so bad
But I know better than that better than that better than that
I'll just wanna' be alone again
I'll just wanna' be alone again
I'll just wanna' alone
I just wanna' be alone

But I'm no good at bein' alone
Feels like I'm dyin' inside my home
When I go outside I feel myself start to choke
I guess I should probably be alone

Don't feel like goin' out unless I need to
Don't feel like stayin' home here with my issues
Don't wanna' be alone but I still miss you
Don't really wanna' die but I feel the need to

But I'm no good at bein' alone
Feels like I'm dyin' inside my home
When I go outside I feel myself start to choke
I guess I should probably be alone