Wasting time
For ever more
I'm lying on the floor
Unable to speak
My brain is getting sore
Another shot, I'm ready to rot
Only a few trips to the core
I'm not okay
Not seeing straight
Oh what a wicked game
I'm still breathing
But I can see the light
I can see the light
What is left inside?
I am not alone not at all alone
I'm haunted by my ghosts
That take me places I don't want to know
It's a place in my head, I would rather forget
It grows bigger by the second
It has to go
I take a gun put the barrel against my head
All along I was just dying with extra steps
No love no mercy, if I want or not
I never thought I'd pull a trigger on my golden shot
I'm still breathing
But I can see the light
I can see the light
What is left inside?
If anyone out there
Can make me save my soul
What will I leave behind
If nothing's left inside?
Two veins diverge under my skin and I
Don't give a f*ck just wanna reach the sky
I'm not okay
Not seeing straight
I'm not okay
Not seeing straight
I'm not okay
I'm still breathing
But I can see the light
I can see the light
What is left inside?
If anyone out there
Can make me save my soul
What will I leave behind
If nothing's left inside?