Antlernaut - Remedial Lyrics

Flesh dissolving memories
Haunting me, tearing me apart
Recognizing strength, the force is strong from a wounded heart
Bearing contempt for the sympathies
My lowest points should be my own
Cloaking sorrow with my faking smiles
I won't be a burden with my wounds
Comforting words is my enemy
I don't give a shit what they say
Conversating the subject of my pain
Just drains my energy
Makes me feel worse, just let me be
I want to drown in the silence, fictious smiling on my own
Down again, I can't escape
Prefer to stand alone
Ending my own misery
Better off on my own
You pat my shoulders, make me listen to advice
Can't you tell that I'm not interested when you sympathize
To my feelings, your words brings me
Down again, I can't escape
Prefer to stand alone
Ending my own misery
Better off on my own
I can not share emotion
It's not in motion within my person
I have cried oceans, by my own
So I will go own with what I know and heal my soul
'Cause when the pain hits my veins and flows to my heart, it makes me feel alive
And dealing with that feeling gives me pleasure when no one's around
Can't you get the message
F*ck off with your comfort
You don't know me, you don't feel me
I'm so tired of all your sympathetic
Pathetic smiles
Down again, I can't escape
Prefer to stand alone
Down again, I can't escape
Prefer to stand all by myself just healing
My own f*cking wounds