Antu - Potions Lyrics

Pocketful of memories of the faces of my friends
Nightmares of behind the scenes only daydreams make 'em end
Disregarding speaking to another fellow man
Takes me back to where it started I was crawling now I stand
But constant moving on, being armed with just a smile
With happy messed up people make it worth just for a while
At times my eyes are growing moist, the victims of my head
Clueless tools of a twisted mind, judged by the minds they read

And I have done enough when my dreams still come true
Running out of words I could use
And I have chugged all your potions of emotions and I wonder
If I still have something to lose

And I have played along this game for one and it has been my zone
But I feel exhausted turning around and being all alone
Spoiled I am with freedom but I was never afraid to care
But there's still just one opinion floating softly in the air
I keep my victories I keep my scars from every time I fall
What for most of people is a tiny hurdle for me is a giant wall
The further I go the deeper I sink and realize once more
Silence has smashed my window and now comes knocking on my door

And I have done enough when my dreams still come true
Running out of words I could use
And I have chugged all your potions of emotions and I wonder
If I still have something to lose

As the days go by, time after time my dreams become more shy
And I need less air, less and less until the day I die
Roller coaster of changing mood and finding motivation
Am I welcome to this sunny day or do I need an invitation
Lonely shadow followed by empty footsteps in the night
But the dreams the ruined still won't get exposed in morning light
Laughter with precision, open eyes but still asleep
Trail to home's not long but it has turned so very steep

I dig that hole and hide away hope no one else has heard
Attacking blurry silence with an arrow made of words
And when time runs past your house one day and calls you out to play
Just follow this guy everywhere cause he'll always make your day

And I have done enough when my dreams still come true
Running out of words I could use
And I have chugged all your potions of emotions and I wonder
If I still have something to lose

And I have done enough when my dreams still come true
Running out of words I could use
And I have chugged all your potions of emotions and I wonder
If I still have something to lose