$anty - P a t t e r n s Lyrics

Verse
Its time to make a change it seems
Still water runs deep in the major leagues
Know for switching degrees like the seasons the reasons dont matter i need to let go of a few things
(hold up, slow up, roll up, so what,)
Still dealing with the death of my father
Emtional trauma from momma
So i got a problem with trust
And that version of drama and settling ain't in the cusp
Thats just how im giving it up
(hold up, slow up, roll up, so what,)
Im to complex and to be honest i love with no context
Im to soild to judge its no contest my apologies if you still need contacts to see that shit whether a lease or rental or your in that bitch
I just wanna see you whip that shit with no regrets
Tell me what's left when you neck to neck with death
And all you spent done came and went
Hook
Take that frabic then you cut and
You sew it into habits
You can break then replace it
Man i swear its just like magic
Im just switching out the patterns
(patterns patterns patterns)
Im just switing out the patterns
(patterns patterns patterns)
Take that frabic then you cut and
You sew it into habits
You can break then replace it
Man i swear its just like magic
Im just switching out the patterns
(patterns patterns patterns)
Im just switing out the patterns
(patterns patterns patterns)
Verse
Im going in circles and circles it seems lost in the prisons of patterns of grief
Caught in the motion devoting the path of relief
Constantly reenacting defeat
Being told that your life don't matter didn't know words hurt like daggers
Spend my life playing shoots and latters look and laugh at poke
And stab at
Like a lab rat underrated over hated talking down to
Understated i can never get mind right
Searching for the answer in the limelight hoping one day
I can be alright
Looking to women to save me from breaking to pieces
But scared of commitment
Cause i cannot give them the love that is messing
So im gone with the wind in my intentions to come back again
Such a vicious cycle life's a rifle
Im the target being shot at again