Anuka - Lose My Mind Lyrics

I'm about to lose my mind
Tryna wake up to a reason why
I'd pick up my pen I might
I can't even grasp the words I write
I'm about to lose my mind
I'm bout to motherf*cking lose it
I'm like a punching bag of bruises
And nothing out there seems to soothe it

I'm about to lose my mind
Not sure if I'm gon' be alright
And that's the thing that scares me
I can only wonder will it tear me down
So let's assume I've lost it
My brain succumbed to the pain and busted
I greet my demons around 4 AM
I lay awake till 8 because I cause I can

When is one really lost
When does one simply adjust
To the challenges presented
Regardless of any contentment oh
As long as it seems feasible
I can do it all
I might as well make it worthwhile
Instead of fighting in denial

Oh I'm about to lose my mind
I'm afraid of what I'll find
Anxiety is but a trick
Making us believe we're dreaming way too big
All that's lost isn't gone
So I will carry on
As long as blood runs through my veins
I won't walk this earth in vain

All this time
My senses have been on my side
Guiding me towards the air
I'll still inhale even when I am not aware
You'll survive a bruise my child
You have been the source of light
Motions of pain do not define
Whether or not you'll shine
I'm about to lose my

Jump lost come on oh
Jump lost come on oh
Jump lost come on oh
Jump jump