Anxiety Attacks! & 93feetofsmoke - Call Me When You're Wasted Lyrics

All these thoughts I can't erase them
Head and heart in different places
Find it hard to be complacent when I'm all alone
I call you when I'm wasted just to tell you ima face it
I stay up at night just thinkin how I don't belong
Whispering my thoughts into a mac book
Mixing chemicals like I'm a lab cook
Deleting all my pictures from the past like
I'm looking at my loved ones from a past life
It sucks the things you love can never last forever
Immortal till I die, I hope it's getting better
But when it's said and done I guess I'll write a letter
Just tell my mom and dad I hope we fly together
All these thoughts I can't erase them
Head and heart in different places
Find it hard to be complacent when I'm all alone
I call you when I'm wasted just to tell you ima face it
I stay up at night just thinkin how I don't belong
Only call me when ur naked
Off a couple bars and wasted
When you convince yourself
That I am the one you love
Found myself an rx patient
Constant dosing
Confrontations
Notice you can't hold a conversation on your own
Been all alone on the coast
Ketamine in my nose
Bite my tongue a lil harder
Taste the iron that flows
I got a house full of ghosts
Shelves of stories untold
Why the f*ck u say u love me and stay doing the most
Rosary and red rubies around my home
Imma make sure that my family is good when I'm gone
Nothings good when your gone
But the root issue is something I'll address on my own
Only call you when I'm lonely
Sorry I can't offer nothing
Unless your tryina forget something
For a night but
To be honest I'm indifferent
Sorry that I'm always distant
Trust me I'll keep that persistent
Till we lose touch