Anxty - Lost in Translation Lyrics

That glimmer in my eyes, I wanna claw 'em out until they bleed
My walls are caving in, this pressure really f*cking killing me
Contemplate my eulogy, my ideas abstrusely
Kick it back, relax, all these white lies were true to me

I fell back onto the blackened gates of Hell
Lucy looked right over, said, "I know you well."
We had a conversation about what brought me here
We talked a bunch of shit, they read some Shakespear

They started going on about how
"Life's a stage, gotta be on your best, better learn to behave."
I looked into their eyes, wondered, "Is it a test?"
Responded with a, "Nah, your soul's f*cked. Next!"

Figured I'd go and kick it out in east PA
Was living on the streets, smelt like Moxie, decay
Wonder if my heart got 'nuff room for bae
We cuddle on the sidewalk, get f*cked up, hey

I got all these voices in my head becoming friends
Battening the hatches, tie up all the odds and ends
I run like Adam Sandler with these Uncut Gems
I'm more like Sandy Wexler in a blacked out Benz

You might say that I'm an addict, in the ways I get dramatic
Like Travolta in "Fanatic"
Got Fred Durst up in my attic
Hot dog water all up in his f*cking guts to get estatic
My lifes up on the cross, it's looking real stigmatic

I wonder if God stay up at night just to think of me
Do all his failed projects end up equating equally?
Feel emotions needlessly
Fight my fears in secrecy
Lay me down real peacefully
End my shit real gleefully
Living real deceitfully, going back to infancy
Tossed back all that acid f*cked my mind up real conveniently
Lost in translation, Oogatz brought these bars right into me
And I hope I look back at my life real vehemently, yeah