I wanna be the best I can be
A fighting Black seed
Buried deep in a mad sea of fallacy hah
Am battling against the trampling on the roof of my dome
Hooves galloping mind battery
Forces am tackling keep tapping beasts distracting my thoughts
Mental health fragile when
Bum rushing of constant open flood gates
Of nonsense polluted oceans abundant
How does one find the balance in
Studied the nature of lotus focus to grow up in
This filthy environment
To penetrate ceilings that limit me
Hoping Allah can hear me I scream and sing
Turning dials for frequencies
When frequently the trauma now daily
When I cant see past the nastiness that's in front of me
When scoping things
I found a vision new sonicly
When visuals nows impaired
Cant trust the views witnessed by pupils still in processing
Within a ruler supreme Earth Heaven to bring it in
So hard
Read looking for self to know God
Amidst confusion just to be sober
Atmospheres interfere with my motor
As levels decline not to calm but make docile
Moves they monitor keeping a profile
The whole time spottiing clocking who goes against tides defying their motions
I motion prayers in song to help remind god
Upkeep living in a dirty place trying stay clean
I came clean about being dirty my murky state seen
Reject the dream of mediocraty this paiganists feed
I work to leave what most believe and transcend the narrative
Of views on what human nature is
I refuse rebuke notions that inhibit
Reduced to primitive
I am no animal progressions natural in thinking
Stages ascending in evolution seperates men
From beasts to which I'm not akin
Hoooo