A.P. Michaels - Nightshade Heart Lyrics

Call me once and I'm out the door
Ring me twice till I'm on your floor
I can't help it when it comes to you
Give myself a heart attack
Check my phone till you text me back
Like I've got nothing better I could do

And I know and I know that I'm delaying the inevitable,
That my heart is too full
For you to not just see what's going on
I'm a mess of a man but I don't make apologies
It's not you, it's me
Before I know, my judgment's dead and gone

But girl, you snap your fingers, and I'm kneeling at your feet
I got no self control I'm marching to the dying beat
Venom in its nature, but I just can't shake it free
I'm victim to infection, it's the parasite in me
I call my Nightshade Heart
Night N-N-Night N-Nightshade Heart
Nightshade Heart in me
My Nightshade Heart
Night N-N-Night N-Nightshade Heart
Nightshade Heart in me

Everything's not what it seems
Trying to build some self esteem
Mix in sugar with the bitterness
There are ways to raise me up
Say you love me, fill my cup
Validation in the wilderness

And I know and I know that I'm delaying the inevitable,
That my heart is too full
For you to not just see what's going on
I'm a mess of a man, but I don't make apologies
It's not you, it's me
Before I know, my judgment's dead and gone

But girl, you snap your fingers, and I'm kneeling at your feet
I got no self control I'm marching to the dying beat
Venom in its nature, but I just can't shake it free
I'm victim to infection, it's the parasite in me
I call my Nightshade Heart
Night N-N-Night N-Nightshade Heart
Nightshade Heart in me
My Nightshade Heart
Night N-N-Night N-Nightshade Heart
Nightshade Heart in me

And all I want is wanting, wanting's natural
Curb it, tame it, make it unilateral

But girl, you snap your fingers, and I'm kneeling at your feet
I got no self control I'm marching to the dying beat
Venom in its nature, but I just can't shake it free
I'm victim to infection, it's the parasite in me
I call my Nightshade Heart
Night N-N-Night N-Nightshade Heart
Nightshade Heart in me
My Nightshade Heart
Night N-N-Night N-Nightshade Heart
Nightshade Heart in me