AP West - This Road Lyrics

I don't know where I should be, I feel so alone
Walking down a path, I just don't know this road
I don't know where I should be, I feel so alone
Walking down a path, I just don't know this road
Yeah, I'm just stuck in my thoughts, and I can't breathe
I don't even know what to do when a stampede
Is stompin' on my chest and I feel the pressure
And I just want life to be better because it's
Too short to suck, these rude thoughts are f*cked
A few fights I've won, gotta do what I've done
To win the others, but I'm mentally stressed
I thought I had it figured out, that's a lie at its best and no doubt
No doubt, that's how it is now
Trying to find a balance, like Atmosphere, when the kid's down
They don't call me a sir, cuz; they call me a big clown
And I just take it all in now
And that's what's going inside my noggin
Self-deprecating, there are sometimes a floodin'
Of intrusive shit that I cannot control
I break it up like there's a fight involved within
I don't know where I should be, I feel so alone
Walking down a path, I just don't know this road
I don't know where I should be, I feel so alone
Walking down a path, I just don't know this road
Unless you can show me the right way
I want that instant relief, I want it right away
"You can write away your thoughts all you want
There's gotta be a deeper issue than this" not for long will I be
Attacking my problems, I'm warmin' up now
Got a long way to go, only up and not down
Only direction I'll face, get me out of this place
I'm feelin' little displaced and here it is on display
Looking back at my catalogue
I haven't been as honest, I have this battle of
"Should I share this?" I'm scared to be judged
I'm anxious with every feeling I get
The thoughts that come across, I hope that it will stop
What's wrong inside my head? What's wrong inside my head?!
I stopped with all the pedaling, but the cycle goes on
There's less momentum now, no time to give up, but
I now know where I should be, I don't feel alone
Walking down a path, I now do know this road
I now know where I should be, I don't feel alone
Walking down a path, I now do know this road
I now know, not alone
I now know, know this road
I now know, not alone
I now know