Apache Wildnative - All Hope Is Gone Lyrics

It breaks my heart
I don't even f*cking know where to start
We been drifting apart
Now I'm alone in the dark sitting up at the park
Yeah
I lost all hope
You know I try to find the words but I choke
Tired of this f*ckin' lump in my throat
Always thought that you would be the one
But nope
Trying to figure out how we broke
As I recite the words that I always wrote
Its pulling me under I can't stay afloat
Eyes watering nose runnin like I'm doing coke
Yeah
F*ck a life boat
The pain is to much now I can't devote
Didn't even say thanks when i bought you the coat
So I had it written up like a promisary note
Uhh
Feels like a chore
Swore I was the only one that you would adore
Even moved to my house when you were turning 24
But you ain't wit me anymore so I fell to the floor
Yeah
I see you sneaking out the backdoor
You ain't the beautiful girl that I asked for
But I guess you aint keeping score
Of which one of us was hurting the other more
Damn

All Hope Is gone
We can't move on
Neither one of us is strong enough for that
All hope is gone
You said you were done
Now I don't know how to get my old life back
You don't love me the way you used to
I don't really know what I should go do
But All Hope Is Gone

Now I don't wanna leave you
But how the f*ck do you expect me not to
I gave you my chest boo
And like a mother f*cking bullet you shot the shit right thru
And then outta the blue
You video tape some rendezvous
From my point of view
Leaving sneak previews for me to cut to
Slut Bitch f*ck you
Now I don't wanna be mean
I guess I'm blowing off steam
You turned my life into a bad dream
Cuz' that f*cking cock sucker wasn't part of our team
F*ck self esteem
The shit I saw was a bit extreme
Most painful movie that I've ever seen
I got a sick sensation in my bloodstream
Same road again
So here we are at the end my friend
Were going outta style like an old trend
I'll never think you love me the way that you did them
Nope
Cuz' I lost all hope
You know I try to find the words but I choke
Tired of this f*ckin lump in my throat
Maybe I should end everything and hang from a rope

All Hope Is gone
We can't move on
Neither one of us is strong enough for that
All hope is gone
You said you were done
Now I don't know how to get my old life back
You don't love me the way you used to
I don't really know what I should go do
But All Hope Is Gone