Apastron - Solipsis Lyrics

Honestly honesty
Has a weird habit of making me sick
Like holding onto something false
Knowing just as well were at risk

Fooling everyone to fool ourselves
As old as the oldest stories tell
While walking down this path
Again, again
F*cking again

I'm longing to feel human within
Or something to end this emptiness
The growing pain
From the distance between
I'm alone in this universe or so it seems
Darkness is all I know

As an exiled person
This void is all I know
The silence decaying in my ears
Has driven madness to my bones
And with this final breath
I've lost all control
My shadow dances on these walls
With space between my feet and the floor

Thoughtlessness
Emptiness
All I know Is desolate expanse
Loneliness
Loneliness
I am all that exists
Thoughtlessness
Emptiness
All I know is desolate expanse
Loneliness
Loneliness
I am all that exists

Envision
And understand
It comes apart in arbitrary
Infinity
Life's cruelest f*cking irony
Is the fact I am not a human being
Alone in this world I've made for myself
How can anything really be

Thoughtlessness
Emptiness
All I know is desolate expanse
Loneliness
Loneliness
I am all that exists
Thoughtlessness
Emptiness
All I know is desolate expanse
Loneliness
Loneliness
I am all that exists

Darkness is all I know