Man this shit is getting real
This shit is getting worse
Anxiety controlling me it got me feeling hurt
They took my f*cking brother left him lying in the dirt
I feel them coming after me it got me on alert
Man this shit got me thinking
In my head I'm always fighting demons
Man the devil always scheming
But God never let him get between us
I look up to the sky and I pray
Giving me the strength just to make it through the day
Blessed wit some friends all solid no shake
And I pray to God that our bonds don't break
And I'm
Overthinking got me feeling like an earthquake
It's like I can't breath
I got
PTSD Being out there in them streets
Memories of blood running down the concrete
When I think I'm free life knock me off my feet
I never ask for help if I do they think I'm weak
Never wanted beef I just wanna spread peace
I wanna stack this money call the gang and have a feast
Ima
Always hold it down no I ain't ever gon leave
Man this shit is getting real
This shit is getting worse
Anxiety controlling me it got me feeling hurt
They took my f*cking brother left him lying in the dirt
I feel them coming after me it got me on alert
I feel them trynna get me lined
But I'm toting on this 40 so they waisting hella time
Staying focused on my grind
I know that ima make it cuz I'm one of a kind
Anxiety is after me I need some peace of mind
I wanna stay ahead no I don't wanna fall behind
And all that negativity and fake it gets declined
I know that he a Chauncey I can see it in his eyes
The weed it be distracting me I'm always getting fried
Cuz when
I'm sober all I think about is when I'm finna die
My family believe in me they say my future bright
I'm smoking on this gas it got me floating like a kite
Man this shit is getting real
This shit is getting worse
Anxiety controlling me it got me feeling hurt
They took my f*cking brother left him lying in the dirt
I feel them coming after me it got me on alert