ApolloXI - 1/4/U Lyrics

My love I wish peace be with you
Through any mindstate and any place you get to
I'm tryna find ways just to make this simple
We both been hurt and we both been misused
Wronged each other till we both need tissues
Not wrong to say that we both got issues
But shit dude, know we strong enough to get through
But walking on the wrong path with the right person
Could leave us off track and both our minds hurtin'
Frettin' and stressed with regrets to reverse it
I don't want that cuz that would be the worst shit
Turnin' our relationship into a curse it's
Not what I desire and I know you don't either
But the thought of losing you has got me blue with flu and fever
But girl I been thinking yeah I really have been
I don't want my memories with you to be past tense
I don't want to just cut ties like our love died
And live our one lives as if we never happened
Cuz I know for one that I'd never get past it
Baby you too beautiful to burn our bridge to ashes
I gotta keep it standing, so I'll be understanding
And do what's best for both of us so I don't cause more damage
Apologizing for not, being the same man that
You fell in love with and met last summer
Guess somewhere in the depths girl my head went under
And I feel like we might drown each other
If we both try to swim out together
And this the wettest storm that I've ever had to weather
But I believe it's for the better
Rather separate and send our own, separate endeavors
Instead of force ourselves to mend again until our problems fester
And we ended up on connected never send another message
Another segregated friendship and every tether that we ever made togethers
Snipped and severed by some scissors that'll leave us bleeding not speaking forever
Cuz I can't handle that, and damnit you a catch
Plus you're my best friend don't want you nothing less than
And yes ma'am I get it, truthfully
I and you should be, resting
There should be, no cold pain
If we both soulmates, eventually
We'll be holding hands till we're old and gray and rest in peace
Underneath, crunchy autumn leaves and some stone graves
Reunite and do it right, you and I
Somewhere someway some year one day
Embrace and we'll both be ready
But right now the lights out and life's too unsteady
But I try to sleep at night in my sheets and bedding
Counting sheep and blessings
Drowning deep and fretting
Sound asleep please let me
Out the sheets re-dressing
Cuz I might as well just move don't see a wink of resting
In my future every single thing I think is stressing
Me out, and I can't see how
I can just unpack all my love for you, and peace out
I'd do anything for you on my knees bowed
So please allow at least pals so I don't have to leave town