ApolloXI - Thoughts About You Lyrics

Girl I got these thoughts about you and I know they're probably wrong
But girl I can't fight the feeling so I had to jot this song
Your heart I done tried to steal it but I musta got it lost
Underneath these f*cking dreams and other things I'm always on
I got a dreamers eyes reaching for the next level yo
Always treat you right keeping you up on my pedestal
Word is you love elevated surfaces yet never wasted
Slurrin' shit when I'm around you turned it down I'll never know
Ha, but you bet I know
Could feel your heart leavin' I ain't even need a stethoscope
But it's okay I'll take the hint I'll let you go
Said you wanted to be friends but, I guess you don't
I tried to knot the ties, cross the T's, dot the i's
But honestly you chopped the line and all that I gots the severed rope
F*ck, it's textbook though
You skipped the chance to rock so I guess you're just a stepping stone
But I keep dreaming bout you babe and every scene you're never clothed

Keep thinkin' bout you girl
These thoughts about you swirl
You take my breath away I guess that's just the wind you whirl
You're like I lost a pearl
You make me want to hurl
Either way you still got me round your finger curled

Thinking way back when we met girl you and I would talk for days
Pot we'd blaze, constant raves
Choppin' up them rocks we take
Night times not for sleepin' called it pipe time in your water ways
Blessed with your affection every seconds like a holiday
But what the f*ck man all the sudden
Hit me up and now we parted ways?
My homies asking me "what happened G?"
Actually it's hard to say
Cuz you don't give no answers just a lotta pain
It feels the same as when I learned you broke our promise tossed at Lava Lake
Upon the Toma rock girl whatchu gotta say?
Cuz you dipped out like spittin' out a lip of foul and shit is how you treated
The heart I placed in your possession
A heart you'd break and then decide "hey maybe I'll go recollect it"
'Till you realized that you speak lies and you don't keep concrete intentions
Concrete you left it gettin' stepped in bet it's wreckage once again
F*ck is in your f*ckin' head you love to lie I love to death
But I still got these pictures hangin of you
Above my bed

And I can't take em down
And I can't take em down
No no no no no

And I can't take em down
I miss that pretty squinted smile
Some part of me just wishes you'd come back somehow
But the shards of heart you carved from me still scar and bleed
But with my eyes open now I finally can start to see
That all you do is get me down, Causin' bruises in my crown
So know I'll never call ya but I still won't ever tear ya down