The root off all evil is
Not money its people
That's why I'm only
Loyal to the needle
I can't escape the evil
It's inside of my veins
I hear it scream my name every F*cking day
Desirae
The pain takes over my brain
It's driving me insane and
I cannot stop the screaming
Unless I'm f*cking dreaming
Yeah I once had a dream
That I'd be on the big screen
Instead my lifes just a big scene And I'm ready to ween myself Off
Happy halloween
Tricking for treats (Tricking Gor treats)
Got me feigning for the silence
While I'm out on these streets
All the screaming and the Violence has me ready for Compliance
Ill cooperate if it will stop the F*cking hate but I still can't Relate
To the negativity you brought To me
I wish I could get out of this mess
But my success depends on the Time I invest
There ain't no rest for the wicked
Ill decide who gets to kick it
Long enough to see, to see me Become who I'm supposed to be
Legendary,
Yea the truth is f*cking scary
That's why I buried my skeletons so deep so they can't Keep crawling back and F*cking with my sleep
I confess I put myself here Because I thought I knew best, Now I'm stressed and it's clear To me that I can not deal with How I feel
How do I know that what I feels even real?
And yes, I recognize the appeal But I still feel hungry when I Skip a meal
The money, the hunger
The anger, the danger
Yeah when I look in the mirror All I see is a stranger
Yeah, The threat, the regret, The debt
Have I made my point yet?
Probably not but you don't Know what you got until you No longer have it and without It I'm manic
Everytime I fight the panic, I feel satanic
Wake up with my next bad Habit.