Apricity - Mental Ruins Lyrics

Here I find a soul engraved
Midst the truth of binding fate
I know this is the worst day
To contemplate my ever lasting pain
So fill the pity jar up with money
Cos lately I just wanna feel something
Empty halls with no where to be
I'll hide the scars so you dont see

So I'm calling out to you
Silence in my solitude
I need the proof
That you're not here
Now I'll look upon you
Silence in my solitude
Crying as I say my final goodbyes

It's like living in a fire
Which never seems to kill
It leaves all these scars
Which never seem to heal
It's like my own hell that I build
Even if it's fake I'll make it real
Burning and fever
Like a double edged sword
Cling to your sorrow
Ambition is yours
Weary you shall be
For nothing is guaranteed
The thought of hope leaves with your sanity

We all need a f*cking break
And escape from every day
I'll build my barriers tall
So you cant get to me
Life is a living hell
And we can never catch a break
Lies bound to me like chains
Now watch the rising flames

So I'm calling out to you
Silence in my solitude
I need the proof
That you're not here
Now I'll look upon you
Silence in my solitude
Crying as I say my final goodbyes

It's like living in a fire
Which never seems to kill
It leaves all these scars
Which never seem to heal
It's like my own hell that I build
Even if it's fake I'll make it real
Burning and fever
Like a double edged sword
Cling to your sorrow
Ambition is yours
Weary you shall be
For nothing is guaranteed
The thought of hope leaves with your sanity

So I'm calling out to you
Silence in my solitude
I need the proof
That you're not here
Now I'll look upon you
Silence in my solitude
Crying as I say my final goodbyes