Do you get the feeling
The feeling of disconnect
It's probably cause i'm lying straight to you
I'm a time bomb
An anchor
Illusive beyond ends
Questioning my words and how to move
As i'm lying to you
You'll never know
This pounding feeling in my chest
You'll never know
The million voices in my head
I'm f*cking scared of not going anywhere
I'm stuck staring at ceilings
No healing as i'm lying to you
I give all I can and it's never quite enough
Swimming between fake and what's the truth
I'm aware of the angle it's just how i've become
Yeah it's not what I want to be
It's just how I cope when i'm numb
So I lie straight to you
You'll never know
This pounding feeling in my chest
You'll never know
The million voices in my head
I'm f*cking scared of not going anywhere
I'm stuck staring at ceilings
No healing as i'm lying to you
I'm lying to you
This fear and doubt is the demon in me
I pray to god hoping he sets me free
Set me free