Araiana - Sober Lyrics

Stories that I keep under my skin
Mem'ries haunting, 'till I feel numb again
Tired of locking out myself in a haze
Thoughts I have, I wanna bury in vain
So here I am all alone
Hanging out on my own
Drinking, 'cuz I got things inside my mind
Smoking, till the tears fall from my eyes
Feelings, need to get rid of in my life
Wish that I could be sober just for now
The scars I have, they keep on cutting me deep
I feel the pain even when I'm asleep
Thousand things burn my heart like the sun
I'm losing grip, can the pain just be gone?
So here I am once again
Stuck in my play pretend
Drinking, 'cuz I got things inside my mind
Smoking, till the tears fall from my eyes
Feelings, need to get rid of in my life
Wish that I could be sober just for now