Araleus - 4am_d2m Lyrics

I'm so tired but I can't sleep at night
Thinking of all the times
You'd manipulate and lie
Nevermind nevermind
It's all in my head nevermind
I'll be fine
I just need some time
It's 4am
On the milkyway
It's 4am
And I can't go to sleep
4am
These thoughts keep me awake
It's 4am
I'll save them 'till I wake
What the f*ck is up?
Was it love or lust?
You're mad over sex
Was that all I was?
Broke myself for you
Then you doubt my love
If I gave it all
Wouldn't be enough
Cuz you need to love yourself enough to receive loving from another
Need to love yourself enough to receive loving from another
I could tell that something wasn't right
The sadness and confusion in my mind
The way you'd hurt yourself to make me cry
And when I'd stay you'd act like it was fine
Trust me I can read between the lines
Had no regard for anything of mine
My heart my soul my body or my time
Because to you I was a toy to ride
F*ck up out my life
The arguments you started every night
Even on my birthday we would fight
Then you act like you're the one who's right
You will have your way
Always have your way
Even if it costs me
Thinking I'm still sane
Victimize yourself
Run from who's to blame
You're incapable
You will never change
In your twisted head
You took all my human parts out so whats left?
An object who's use is,
For your sick obsession
Blame me for not living up to your doomed perception
And upon reflection you're-
Dead to me
Dead to me You're now
Dead to me
Dead to me you're now
Dead to me
Dead to me you're now
Dead to me dead to me
You're dead