ARAWASU - Feeble Lyrics

I refuse to even think I'm done
But mana pool just keeps on running dry
Where do I find a restoring potion
This map is way too crazy to explore

Every time that I'm bout to open my eyes
I don't even know what is waiting for me
Am I gonna fully control myself
Or I'm stunned again

How do I stop blaming myself for it
That I only managed to make it this far
All debuffs are taking its toll daily
And every step I take is leaving scar

I can't move on

I do not
Want to change my way
But I'm so feeble
And I try to escape from
This never-ending curse
But I'm so feeble

I am just too sick of my constant failures
It has been so long but I see no changes
And something repeats in the back of my mind
That I should give up
I am way too sick of being dependent
On the others' actions and circumstances
I can't let myself to back down right now
But I'm breaking down

It has been way too long since the last time I felt
Like I am being truly alive
It has been way too long since the last time I felt
Fire that used to burn in my heart

Take me back to the old days when I
Had no idea how this rotten world works
And no one really can explain me why
They don't get in the way of how it goes

I do not
Want to change my way
But I'm so feeble
And I try to escape from
This never-ending curse
But I'm so feeble
I refuse
To accept my fate
But I'm so feeble
And I'm following this way
Don't plan to go astray
But I'm so feeble

I'm not gonna accept my fate
I'll change it
I've struggled for way too long
To give in