ARAWASU - Regrets Lyrics

I tried to escape from all the memories
Hiding behind walls of my own reverie
But the only thing that I completely forgot
Is how to survive in this disgusting world

How am I supposed to move forward in this state
When all that I really can do is just wait
Till all of these fears of mine will just fade away
But they're always back again and again

I can barely breathe, all regrets, they are consuming me
How can I make them disappear?
It seems like my soul never ever gonna feel relief
I am broken, can't go on like this
All the things that I have endlessly been runni ng from
They are chasing, please leave me alone
I can not forgive myself for all the mistakes I've made
They are with me till the very grave

All the thoughts about how could it be if I
Took another path so many different times
Dreadful feeling that everything's always in vain
Never leaves me even for a day, I'm going insane

I can not accept the past that I've had
All I was surrounded with just filled me with hate
And the mask I had to wear to hide my real face
Has been on me for so long that left eternal trace

I can't stop now
I can't give up