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I'll break my legs
Before I make it to the sun
It's been seen before
I'll bleed before I'll make a change
I'm treading water
But the portrait must be kept at my cost
I'd built a house and burn it down
To say it's not my fault

To say it's not my fault
Deep down I know it's wrong

I'm holding on to a way too tight
Guided blind by my heart's intent
With my head drooling in the sky
Will I drown before I change?
I couldn't bury the past
Or make my current last
I'm nothing but a fading name
I'll drag my hate within my grave

So sick of this ringing in my head
Mind's scattered by the choices I regret

Day by day
I swear this pattern never ends
Locked inside myself
Longing to break the chain
The eyes are staring back
This is not me
I shatter the glass
Just set me free
Just set me free

I'm holding on to a way too tight
Guided blind by my heart's intent
With my head drooling in the sky
Will I drown before I change?
I couldn't bury the past
Or make my current last
I'm nothing but a fading name
I'll drag my hate within my grave

I lay and wallow in this noise that haunts my head
With a static mind and distorted sight
I've been stuck to hear that I'm all to blame
And I can't re-wind

I'm holding on to a way too tight
Guided blind by my heart's intent
With my head drooling in the sky
Will I drown before I change?
I couldn't bury the past
Or make my current last
I'm nothing but a fading name
I'll drag my hate within my grave