You left me with a broken heart
You knew who I was from the start
Nobody wants me so I'm free
I'm gonna die so peacefully
I wake up like a canvas everyday
And fall asleep with all the stains
My love always ending in pain
As I watch it wash down the drain
I feel so numb
What have I become
They only f*ck me when they're drunk and popping pills
I feel so great
Wanna suffocate
'Cause drugs love me more than any you f*ckers ever will
Take me above or underground
Every night someone new in my bed
Sometimes everything feels like a dream
'Cause depression is filling my head
Thought you'd be the one but you started to run
I'm too crazy for my own good
Just a second of love is more than enough
But I'm just misunderstood
I feel so numb
What have I become
Feels like a hurricane but I am standing still
I feel so great
Wanna suffocate
'Cause drugs love me more than any you f*ckers ever will
I feel so numb
What have I become
I'm just a wilted flower ready for the kill
I feel so great
Wanna suffocate
'Cause drugs love me more than any you f*ckers ever will