Aria - bruises Lyrics

(Hmm)
I did it again
Spent too long in my head
Did you even know where the f*ck i went?
F*ck what you said
It made her wanna be dead
Heard it all before but now i lost respect
Won't ever forget
You won't let her forget
Just being herself is seen as a threat
So i won't pretend
I didn't hear what you said
You think it'd be funny if i loved me less
(Mmm)
(Mmm)
Think you're the reason i was playing by myself then
I just left a place i never should've been
For so long so long
I knew i never belonged
I don't know who i am
I don't know what's on the back of my hand
So i'll tat it up so i won't forget
Think i've had enough of the pain in my head
Cuz sometimes i'm in a thousand places
Hate to say i'm the one that's breaking
I'd rather be in the pain I'm facing
I've been patient
I've been patient
Heard the place you talk about's cool
Don't think i'll ever get there soon
Can't even say the words "i love you"
But i do
But i do
Isolation from the conversation
No motivation it's humiliating
I never meant to hurt you
I've got some shit to work through
You helped me learn i won't be the first to
Uncover all my
Bruises
Bruises
Bruises