Arinar Black - Reclaim (feat. Aditya Prakash) Lyrics

Now no matter how bad I want to
How come memories can haunt you
In the f*cking heaven of my mind I begod you
Now I'm forbidden to be at the place where I found you
Still I wake up and rush to the terrace of my house
Hopeful and anxious
Stoked but in doubts
Feet on the ground
Got my head in the clouds
By your windowpane I'm biting my nails as I pause
Still my head turns around
I look through the glass
Green turned to brown and
Red turned to black
Sometimes I breakdown and
Sing while I gasp
Apathetic state of mind
Full of glitches of past
Living like a ghost so invisible
Appeasing the beast of my love is infeasible
Dealing with the devil of my woes
Giving up my hopes
Keeping up my nose to the grindstone
Bridges are-
Burning high on flames I might reclaim my life
Truth may change but lie remains a lie
You can blame but can't defame my pride
Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise
High on flames I might reclaim my life
Truth may change but lie remains a lie
You can blame but can't defame my pride
Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise

Love is not supposed to be a sympathy
Or a sacrifice at the price of your dignity
Now I try to be nice to myself and I'm sick of lying
I can't keep up with the identity
Had to let a part of me die with the hope
Can't cope lies and denials anymore
Can't hold on to the highs when I'm low in the life
Now I gotta keep my eyes at my goals
I believe it comes hard and slow but it stays forever
Acceptance makes you a way more better
I'm halfway through the voyage of amelioration
Hard feelings when I go through the same old letters
My story is to never be told
Never thought it'd turn cold at a stone's throw
But I cherish my loss like a reward bestowed
It's been blessing for me to be so alone
Burning high on flames I might reclaim my life
Truth may change but lie remains a lie
You can blame but can't defame my pride
Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise
High on flames I might reclaim my life
Truth may change but lie remains a lie
You can blame but can't defame my pride
Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise

I kept waiting on a text eternally
Sometimes I was mess infernally
Held a smile but a wreck internally
So demented misplaced it's meant to be
Time to do yourself a favor now
Now I got to be resilient somehow
So Gimme everything I disavow
I've been lost for long now it's time to get found
When the cloud be around I'll be sipping on your memory
When life turns down music can be therapy
I know things that can't be fixed but
I cherish every piece of you in every single piece of me
I shan't be obliged to be this way
It's been a while but this life can't be the same
I feel it coming down
I can bear this change
The rain of June will wash my pain away