Arka - Selfish World Lyrics

I remember them night where I coulda ended it all
I had nothing to lose and no one did witness my fall
I was homeless and stranded
No emotion, granted
I did it to myself but yeah when none tried to help
That's when I knew the true nature of the world I lived in
Now I look em in the eyes and I can see right through them
I see what you pursuing
I see your shadow brewing
I see your dark thoughts looming
I see through your movements
So now I seen the dark I gotta share my light
I'm better than ever but my shadow had left a scar running through my sight
I still see the same i'm just detached and deranged
But it's fine I ain't say it just to say it
I'mma use my pain to pave a better way
With that life now i'd die or get locked away
I'm straight
I stopped myself at hells gates
And I don't think anyone knows how far I really fell
Sometimes I forget myself cause i'm doing so well

I found myself in a selfish world, selfish world
So I found my soul now i'm out this bitch, out this bitch
I found myself in a selfish world, selfish world
So I found my soul now i'm undisturbed, undisturbed

When I saw the truth of the world yeah I turned to the stars
I found the answers in God
They look at me like i'm wrong
But I ain't worried they gon' die then they'll believe
I seen too much to not believe it see I guarantee it
I'm charged up beyond measure
While my people want pleasure
Distractions
I been learning bout the higher, no lesser
I'm focused, it's not hope, I know this
I know how powerful I truly am
Cause I align with All That Is
Understand that what it is
Is the kid that I was
Don't exist not yeah now since
I turned myself to a king
From a soul I split from God and turned to man
I exist as a sign now for you to understand
You can get it like I can
Hear my words it's all a plan
I speak from way beyond my heart
From in my soul I tore apart
Now i'm a channel for my art
To be a part of something bigger from the
Divinity living in me
Man

I found myself in a selfish world, selfish world
So I found my soul now i'm out this bitch, out this bitch
I found myself in a selfish world, selfish world
So I found my soul now i'm undisturbed, undisturbed

I found myself in a selfish world, selfish world
So I found my soul now i'm undisturbed, undisturbed
I found myself in a selfish world, selfish world
So I found my soul now i'm undisturbed, undisturbed