Arkh Zeus - Eternal / Eclipse Lyrics

Don't take my darling boy away from me
Don't take him off to war
You took his father and brothers three
Now you've come back for more
Sorry lady, I'm leaving, freeing all of my demons
Including you, but I've never been a fool so I'm keeping
You inside of my soul, not in my heart while it's beating
Cause you are the root to my woes and my actual being
Couldn't see what I'm now seeing, or wouldn't believe it
Like, the possible reason why we be off when we're speaking
I think we're one in the same, just damaged up in the brain
And due to our circumstances, we may never ever change
But I seeked a solution, tried to beat the confusion
'Til I came to conclusion that I was truly just stupid
Cause it's a manifestation of fate, so that's means
Our stubborn asses will never make it past the routine
Of bickering about nothing, you victimizing yourself
Repeating all of the dumb things, instead of blaming yourself
Or at least tryna get help, but "everybody is wrong"
Well, you're just a know it all, I've seen through all your facades
But in addition, you saw through all of mine
How offensive, I thought that my fronts were perfectly fine
Couldn't hide every single time you made me cry
Or the buildup from my anger that made me wanna die
No suicide though cause my pride wouldn't comply
Rather it be homicidal and end up televised;
Taking a knife right to the side or from behind
Or simply getting fired by a sniper or a nine
With all of that mind, it's time to say goodbye
You pushed me to side and tried to kill my pride
But you forgot that's it's mine, and I'm taking it with me
So I love you, but I'm leaving, and I pray you don't miss me
Goodbye
Long live the Tensai
Long live the Tensai
Long live the Tensai
Long live the Tensai
I think I have found my way through the cycle
Bit afraid, but I might go
Towards the end, and I won't pretend that it made me a psycho
Though I did have a little taste of insanity
Can't say that it damaged me, it ignited the man in me
To fight back and make Hell
Much worse with no bail
No freedom in this jail
All bleeds from my mental
And every drop is another story that entails
That I'll never stop roaming along this trail
Cause I'm the esoteric king, the aloha supreme
The emperor with the pharaoh's eye, The Tensai
All these facades that I have tried to identify with
To keep my pride the highest while flying in the cockpit
Understeering whenever I get a grip
Then I oversteer right after and then my mental just drifts
Well dear Lord, this is it, time to prove that you're legit
Through what I'm bout to commit, just guide me through this eclipse
This is what'll set me free, take me from my everything
Everything I've ever wanted to obtain and want to be
Every single fantasy, ending and starting with me
But this doesn't mean that I'm conforming to reality
It just means that I'ma be ghosting, coasting, and defocused
On whatever that seems bogus until I'm below with
The depths of my inner being, we'll really meet
When I reach the end of this path and decay on the scene
I'll know how to approach you cause I've learned so much about you
I'll accept your darkness and won't change it, I also vow to
Not be disappointed if we don't make it to the summit
And won't try to fly even if we fall into the dungeon
Cause that's probably where we're headed, we're not Heaven sent
Especially cause I'm the one who's putting an end to this
I'll just go with the flow, no matter of what the direction is
I'm open to the hocus pocus and all of the imperfections
But before I go, let me just say goodbye
To the ones who truly cared about me, or at least tried
To the ones who didn't, know I don't blame you
I'm actually grateful cause you made the process less painful, so I thank you
Now back to what's happening, I'm actually mastering
All these patterns of purposeful accidents
Enter purgatory and dap up all the inhabitants
Keep my story in the back of my cap and look after it
Now somebody come and pull the cord please, I'm ready
I've said my peace, now it's time to start moving steady
Towards defeat, but for me it's a dub, best believe that we've won
Great Gehenna for us, as below so above
Forget the balance, cause in my perspective, I've reached the palace
Not even gonna contemplate if it was worth the challenge
I've made it here on my own terms, this ain't a problem
I've finally reached my nirvana, so sayonara
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)
I am, I am, I am (Long live the Tensai)