Armistice in the Body - Ocean Lyrics

I'm not alright unless we're talking
At night I pull apart my body

And when I met you, I couldn't leave you
Alone and restless, my voice of reason
Resounds in my head, 'Don't let it stop here,'
But I am left where our end began

And sometimes now I stare into the ocean
And sometimes now I scream for it to swallow me
In realizing the best I can be to you
Is a part of your decomposing memory
I will still drown
And you too